Death - again.

It's been a lot about Robron lately. I have to say that they are my no.1 ship right now, even if I really do enjoy Tilly, Dominac and McNight as well! But Robron is cutest right now. I think it's because they have been around the longest. But even so, it's hard to compare to Lalle, Chrolli, DeRo, Cenny and all the other old ships. I am just finding it hard to bond as much as I did before. But I still love all the ships today! And as I said, Robron is no.1 for me right now. And that's why I just can't stand if aaron dies! I don't believe he will, but still, I can't breathe properly before I know that he will survive. And speaking of death - I just hate it! I just can't understand why they have to kill off all the gays. My first post was about that subject and I keep coming back to it! I just don't understand why! There are so many great characters we will never see again. Ok, there's always Bobby Ewing, but that just doesn't work!

James Fletcher as Dylan Jenkins.

Like Dylan for example. Dylan Jenkins, the wonderful and beautiful creature will never come back! And that's Lindsey's fault! It's really a shame that his character never deleoped as he deserved. And to be honest, we need more transvestites in soap operas!

Jonny Labey as Paul Coker.

And Paul Coker! What did Eastenders think when they killed him off?! Haven't Ben Mitchell suffered enough? At least he's out now. But to bring such a lovely character to the show and then kill him just a year later... It's criminal! I just can't see Ben with anyone else right now!

PJ Brennan as Doug Carter.

I really miss Doug in Hollyoaks. Doug Carter was the third best thing that ever happened to Ste! Or if he comes in second together with John Paul maybe... Because first comes Brendan! Always Brendan. But Doug was awesome! And he was really good for Ste. Such a shame he had to die! He could really do a Bobby Ewing!

Dennis Grabosch as Roman Wild.

And there's of course my favourite Roman Wild. I just can't talk about that. Let's just say that me and Alles Was Zählt has a bone to pick about Deniz storylines and relationships after that Roman died. Just awful.

Chandler Massey as Will Horton.

And I have to mention Will Horton as well. Regardless if Chandler Massey or Guy Wilson plays him he didn't have to die! Days of our lives are good at bringing people back from the dead but they have stated that there will be no more of that. So Will can never come back. I know that there are a lot of PaulSon shippers out there but I still want Will back!

So, here's for all you soap opera writers: don't kill them off, just let them move away or get kidnapped or something! In that way they can come back, with a new actor if that's what's needed. It feels like they always regret it otherwise. That's why we have Bobby Ewings and Nicolas Barrels and others. If they would have killed off Johnny Carter for example, Ted Reill would never have been. So thank you for that Eastenders! But I still can't forgive you for Paul.

Bye bye Paul

Jonny Labey as Paul Coker.

So it's official. Paul Coker is dead. Apparently Paul and Ben was mugged and got split up. Ben returns home with no knowledge of Paul's death and Phil is the same homophobic biggot as always. I hate Phil Mitchell. I wonder how the character of Ben Mitchell (Harry Reid) is going to develop after this tragedy. I hope he will be ok eventually. But I'm really sad that this wonderful love story of Pen ended way too early. I hate it! I'm going to miss Paul Coker very much. He was such a lovely character! Eastenders will not be the same. Thank you Jonny Labey for this wonderful year. You will be very missed! 

Danny Miller & Ryan Hawley.

But at least there are some good news as well. Robert is going to move in with Aaron! And if it works they will get an own place with Liv! But of course it's not going to work. They're Robron! But at least I think Robron is going to stay for Long time! Everyone's Robron shippers! The creators of Emmerdale might be most of all! So I think we're going to get a wedding eventually! I can't hardly wait!

Peep show!

Me and my BF has a thing for English sitcoms right now. If  it's a gay storyline in the, it's a bonus! That's why I'm really in love with Peep show right now!

Robert Webb & Bart Edwards.

And I am totally in love with these two right now! Ok, I've been in love with Jeremy the whole series in a way Ok, hes really wacko and I love his bicuriousness! And really, I think that Joe is the first person in this show that Jeremy's really in to! For real! We are watching the ninth season right now and I'm really hoping for lot's of Jez and Joe, and I also hope they will keep it for the next season! They are just so cute!

Game-on cast.

Jez and Joe kind of remind me of another cute couple I've seen in a British sitcom. If you haven't seen Game-on, go ahead and do it! You really should! It's hilarious! At first I didn't think I would like the new Matthew because ben Chaplin was so darn good, but then Neil Stuke really got to me! Especially when it showed that he had gay tendencies! We never really saw anything juicy between Matthew and Australian Jason (Mark Powley), but they were darnso cute! Unfortunately they didn't go with that storyline. I greived it through the whole seeries. Missed opportunity there!

And yep, the blond girl is Samatha Womack, former Janus, who plays Ronnie Mitchell in Eastenders. And speaking of Samantha, I just have to show you this. I love this song! Remember it like it was yesterday! Yep, I am that old.

No way José!

Harry Reid.

I borrowed that picture from instagram. But no, no I just won't accept that! Pictures likte this has been out there for I while but I still don't believe it! Proof 1: Jonny Labey's going to leave Eastenders, not Harry Reid! Proof 2: Paul has Ben's name tatooed on his finger so that's why people might think it's Ben who died. Proof 3: Harry said in an interview abaout a year ago that he love's playing Ben and that he want's to do it for a long time! And proof 4: Pauls mu just came back so it would be very soapopery to kill him off now. And proof 5: Ben is really happy right now and that kind of happiness can never be good for a troubled kid like Ben. Or are you really that cruel Eastenders that you've fooled us all to believe that Paul/Jonny was going to leave the show when it really was Ben/Harry? I do not approve to that! I do love Paul but if one of them have to die it has to be him. I just love Ben and I'm really grieving Pen right now. Let me do that in peace without breaking my heart!

What happened to Tom and Johnny?

Don't you just hate it when they hinting a romace between someone and then just... nothing!? Whatever happened to the romance we were going to get between Tom Pepper (Tristam Summers) and Johnny Carter (Ted Reilly)? Well, I don't think it's ever going to happen! So why are you doing a thing of it then? Why Eastenders? Just don't get it...

Timothy Boldt & Lukas Sauer.

It reminds me of all the big fuzz they made about Ringo and Aaron in Unter Uns. It was promoted as they greatest summer romance ever or something and they hade sex twice! Or something... Ringo had a small crush I think but there was no more. And we all felt very deceived. Just rubbish!

Aaron Sidwell as Steven Beale.

Well, we have our hopes on Steven Beale. He is back and he has already had some glimpses on Johnny. But he also brought back a girlfriend! Let's take it from the beginning. Steven Beale is the stepson of Ian Beale and he first showed up in 1989. He has not been a goody goody for sure and when he came back it seems like everybody hated him. Including Christian Clarke (John Partridge) who was back for a couple of episodes (yay!) who apparently Steven kissed back in the days. I guess I have to see Christians early days to really get the character of Steven Beale. No one really knows if he's really gay, but at least he's bisexual. The boring Lauren broke up with him and I hope he won't take her back so he's available for Johnny! I like Steven. He's an interesting character. I hope THAT will be the summer romance of this year! I think he and Johnny would be cute together.

Annoying Ameeira

Tala Ashe.

Preeya Kalidas.

Watching Eastenders and Chryed again I remember how annoying Amira (Preeya Kalidas), Syed's wife that is. Mostly because she's in the way for Christian and Syed! And she's quite spoiled. And married to Syed. And not Christian Clarke. And I wonder, is she the same character as Ameera (Tala Ashe) in As the World Turns? Seems like it! They are even called the same! Kind of. And she is in the way of Nuke. And married to Noah. Ok, she's not spoiled but she's not Luke Snyder! And there's just something really whiny about them! And I wonder, why are they always making the beards "charlies" with no own will? If the gays takes beards who are strong and have great confidence they will become charlies just as they start a relationship with the gays. Annoying enough. But I am glad Ameera never got pregnant. Noah at least came out in time and avoided impregnating his wife. But, thinking of it, I think Noah was the beard in that storyline! Well well...

Chryed again

John Partridge & Marc Elliott.

After all he depressing storylines (JP screwed James Nightingale, Robron broke up, Paul Coker's gonna die and don't even mention Lalle) I just couldn't stand anything that is not ended because I'm not sure what happens and my next heartbreak will be. I can't even stand Thomas and Florian right now because I know it will not end well. I wanted something casual that I know will end well. So I started watching Chryed again! I at least know that will have a happy ending! I have to say that I'm enjoying it a lot! I loved that storyline! The dynamics between Christian Clarke and Syed Masood is really interesting and the actors John Partridge and Marc Elliott have great chemistry! And it's in english so I don't have to read any subtitles. I don't dislike subtitles at all but sometimes, like when I have over 200 grades to distribute I want something in a language I understand at least so I can surf on knitted socks on my mobile at the same time. So, I think I will stick with Chryed for a while. I am still hoping for them to come back at some point! But that will be after Isaac Mayfield has perform what ever he is up to in Holby City. Too bad Marc can't starr in both Eastenders and Holby City at the same time. I guess. Or maybe he can!

Romance for Johnny

There's actually some more good news. Maybe Eastenders want to compensate us for the awful news about Paul Coker and Pen?

Tristam Summers.

That's Tristam Summers who is stated to be a new love interest for Johnny. He is so cute! I am so looking forward to Tom Pepper to come along! It seems thatg he will arrive already next week! I do hope he will stay for a while.  And I also have to say that I do enjoy Ted Reilly as the new Johnny Carter. Soon we won't really remember Sam Strike anymore. But that's his loss.

Some good news

Danny Miller & Ryan Hawley.

At least Robron seems to be doing quite good. Obiously Robert has been staying the night and we can just imagine what happened there... I am really enjyoing happy Robron as a couple, and I am waiting for the first kiss in public, but I'm sure there will be a big Liv-cloud appearing. She is really annoying and she is clearly bad news. She is really a younger Aaron with longer hair. A classic Emmerdale character.

Marc Elliott & David Ames.

And there's also this! There's a whole new series for me to go out for. Ok, Holby City has been airing since 1999, but I haven't seen a single episode, and I haven't seen any of the gay storylines. There has been a Dan and a Malick, but that's just a whole undiscovered world for me. I don't even know where to see that storyline. And then since 2013 there has been a Dominic Copeland, played by David Ames, who has had some flings and love interests, but none of them really successful if I have got it right. But in June Marc Elliott comes along! Or Isaac Mayfield that is. I just love Marc Elliott! He was great as Syed Masood in Eastenders and I am so looking forward to seeing him in a gay storyline again! So I just have to start watching Holby City now!

Are you shitting me?!

I found this on Instagram. Is this some kind of sick joke? I am not even bothering to google translate it. They are rubbish on Finnish anyway. And Estonian. But really?! I don't think I could handle some kind of Kalias! I mean, Kalle and Elias? That is just ridiculous! Ok, they are good guys, and would probably have a good time together, but is this some kind of Hollyoaks where every gay guy have to screw one another?! I really hope it is a joke... Anyone who knows Finnish? No, really, I don't think I want to know... Come on Salatut Elämät! How much more can we handle?

Jonny Labey as Paul Coker.

And speaking of rubbish, what the hell is this?! Now when things finally are looking good for Ben and Paul. I do ship Pen quite hard, so I think it's such a waste! I like Paul Coker. I think he is a very loveable character, so this I do not approve! I read something about an explosive departure. I really hope he won't die! Because we want him to come back to Eastenders in the future, with or without Jonny Labey! And the thing with bringing back dead characters a la Bobby Ewing in Dallas, is just so old fashioned! No, this makes me really sad.

Kieron Richardson as Ste Hay.

And speaking of deaths, what's this?! I just can't take any more! Even though Ste is not my favourite person right because of that Starry twaddle, but I don't want him to die! Stop killing off all the gay characters! I am hoping for Ste to get his senses back and stop fooling around with that boring Harry. Ok, I really don't think that they will kill Ste, I mean, he is one of the Hollyoaks inventory. But he has bin in Hollyoaks for ten years now so you'll never know!

And speaking of Harry, he might have something going on with the newcomer James Nightingale, played by Gregory Finnegan. I would like that. Anything that might break up Starry is good!

Reunion

Danny Miller & Ryan Hawley.

Well, I don't mind if they do! It's about time! It's just so much misery in the Robron storyline right now. I really think Aaron deserves to be happy! Have we ever seen a gay gay Aaron in Emmerdale? There's always something tormenting him. So I am looking forward to some snogging next week!

Ted Reilly as Johnny Carter.

And also, we've seen the first glimpse of the new Johnny Carter in Eastenders! About two seconds in last nights episode. Not enough to get an opinion. To be continued about that.

Pen 4-ever?

Jonny Labey & Harry Reid.

Do I really need to say that I am excited!I really hope that Eastenders will give Pen a go after they almost muffed it the last time with Abi and some made-up baby! I really do think that Ben Mitchell and Paul Coker deserves a chance this time! And before the new Johnny Carter shows up and screws everything up!

Here's Johnny!

Ted Reilly as Johnny Carter.

So, this is going to be the new Johnny Carter. I think he's cute! I've seen him in both Suspects and Grantchester before. It's not stated when Johnny is going to return to Walford but let's hope that Eastender has something good in mind this character. That does not include Ben Mitchell or Paul Coker. Please.

Johnny Carter is coming back!

Sam Strike as Johnny Carter.

This could be interesting! I mean, let's face it, we could all guess that Sam Strike wasn't too comfortable playing gay in Eastenders. He left the show before we even got to know the character for real so I think tat it's a good thing that Johnny Carter will be back, and if Sam's not that keen on returning, recasting him is the right thing to do. I would love to see James Fletcher (Dylan Jenkins in Hollyoaks) in that role but I am not sure how he would feel about playing gay either so... But anyway, thank you Sam for giving us one of the most beautiful coming out scenes ever, along with Danny Dyer. We will always remember that one!

Good bye 2015!

It has really been a lousy year! Both at the private level and faghag-wise. Here's why 2015 was a disastrous year (in no direct order):

1. Looking got cancelled

Frankie J. Alvarez, Jonathan Groff & Murray Bartlett in Looking.

That was disastrous indeed! And the second season ended really badly. But at least there will be a movie! And if not Patrick and Kevin end up together I will get really disappointed!


2. Lalle broke up

Pete Lattu and Ronny Roslöf in Salatut Elämät.

Actually, that might be the worst thing that happend in 2015. They were going to get married and then a stupid baby and the witch of Pihlajakatu ruined it all! In my oppinion, Lalle is the best thing that ever hanppened to that show and it really broke my heart when Lari left. At least he came back and at least both Lari and Kalle has shown that they still have feelings for the other, but unfortunately also Elias came back. I still claim that Larias is 2013. I mean hello, it's 2016 now!


 3. Cuffs got cancelled

Jacob Ifan and Andrew Hawley in Cuffs.

I mean come on! After one season?! Give it a chance BBC! And also, Jake and Simon broke up in the end so it ws not a pleasing ending f the first season either. Rubbish!


4. Robron kind of ended

Ryan Hawley and Danny Miller.

And they never really got a chance! Stuff like wives, closets and shotguns came between them all the time. I went on a break fron Robron early in August and decided I wouldn't start watching before something good started to happen again. I am still not watching...


5. Connor decided to move 

Hayden Byerly and Gavin MacIntosh in The Fosters.

The fourth season will start 25 January, but there will be no more Jonnor I guess because in the end of season three Connor decided to move to his mother who lives somewhere else, I understand him because his father really is a homophobic jerk, but what about Jude?!


6. No Chrolli reunion!

Thore Schölermann and Jo Weil in verbotene Liebe.

So, verbotene Liebe ended and there was no Chrolli reunion! That should be unlegal actually! We had been waiting for years for the final Chrolli reunion after Christian moved to London and stuff but we didn't get it! That is the biggest scandal from 2015. And I know for a fact that Jo Weil and Thore Schölermann are good friends who hang out quite a lot so couldn't they at least make vlog by themeselves and post it for us, just to mend the holes in our hearts?


7. Pen still hasn't become true

Jonny Labey & Harry Reid in Eastenders.

It started off very good, but then just... nothing. Ben has a girlfriend and a homophobic father and Eastenders are the slowest in the world developing their storylines. But I still have hope for 2016!


8. Don't even mention Days!

Guy Wilson & Freddie Smith in Days of our lives.

There was infidelity, a guy called Paul, lot's of on and offs and then finally Sonny left the show and we all got sad. And then Will died! I mean hello, Will cant die! My first thought when I heard about it was that it's Days, he will come back, but the righters told us that there will be no more coming back from the dead in Days of our lives. Are you trying to kill us?! Highly unecessary.


9. G&T didn't get it working

Francesco D'Alessio and Matteo Rochi in G&T.

I was so disappointed when they didn't get what they needed in teh kickstarter campaign! BUT, I've got at least one good news and that is that it will be a third season! They have another fundraising campaign going, but I will be back about that.


10. Ian dumped Mickey

Cameron Monaghan and Noel Fisher in Shameless.

What was he going to do that for? Highly unecessary! They really need eachother and we need them! Can there be a Shameless without Gallavich? There's nothing left  in Shameless worth watching according to me.


11. Brucas got really boring

Ryan Carnes and Parry Chen in General Hospital.

I mean, are they still in the show? They got engaged but they are on air like two minutes every other month. I have completely gone tired of tis show.


12. Hit the floor got postponed

Brent Antonello and Adam Senn in Hit the Floor.

We waited, and waited and waited... But at least there will be a third season starting soon. If they screw up Zude to, I will get really angry.


13. Ste got HIV

Kieron Richardson and James Sutton in Hollyoaks.

Ok, that gave both the storyline and the character an extra dimension but I didn't want Ste to get HIV!


14. McHay broke up

Kieron Richardson and James Sutton again.

Or John Paul broke up with Ste kind of. But we were left with a lot of hope actually! I was so looking forward to Christmas day.


15. Ste hooked up with Harry

Parry Glasspool & Kieron Richardson in Hollyoaks,

I have never accepted Starry, and I don't ever think I will. This is a really lousy storyline Hollyoaks! You should be ashamed!


16. And finally, Ste chose Harry

Kieron Richardson and James Sutton i Hollyoaks, yet again.

Or somehow John Paul persuaded Ste to chose Harry. Is he stupid in all the head or what?! He said something about passion and stuff I've heard, I still haven't seen it, but why doesn't he see what I see?! And my faghag friend. Because right now it seems we are the only McHay shippers left. Let's at least hope for a new and exciting boyfriend for JP this year.


Actually, the only show that I think has delivered this year is How to get away with murder. Coliver was still going strong when they left for Christmas break and according to what I've heard they are really popular and that they are going to get more space in the show I would so love that! So, Coliver, Zude, a new boyfriend for JP and a Lalle reunion is on y wishing list for 2016! And a happy ending for Kevrick of course.

Another transgender!

Annie Wallace as Sally St. Claire.

I am ctching up on Hollyoaks because I have to bee in phase when Christmas day comes! Bring back McHay! But I was very positively surprised when I realized the new hedmistress Sally St. Claire is a transgender! Both in the series and in real life! Scottish actress Annie Wallace is the first ever transgender actor to get regular in the show. And I love her! She's kind of the female version of Patrick Blake, without the evilness. So this is the third transgender character in Hollyoaks. We've already met Jason Costello and Blessing Chambers before.

Annie Wallace as Sally St. Claire and Jeremy Sheffield as Patrick Blake.

Hollyoaks just keeps delivering LGBT characters again and again! Right now there's one transgender (Sally obviously) four gay males (John Paul, Ste, Scott and Harry), two lesbians (Esther and Kim) and also two bisexuals (Lockie and Grace). That is nine LGBT characters, nd it has been ten this year! I still miss Dylan very much! So, Hollyoaks, even though Eastenders has made an eeffort with both Paul Coker and Ben Mitchell, the wonderful Christine and the newcomer Kyle, Hollyoaks still is queen of LGBT in the soap world, all over this planet!

Pen

Jonny Labey and Harry Reid.

One of my favourite couples are really boring right now. I mean, Ben and Paul,  Pen that is, started off really good, but then they slowed down. A lot. And that is so frustrating! The romance is steamy, interesting and contains a lot of angst so I really love it! But they have about one scene together in a month, and that is not enough!

First kiss between Paul Coker and Ben Mitchell.

We all do remember the first kiss early this summer. It was so hot! The comment to the picture is not mine, but I think it suits very well! Then nothing really happened for a while, just some flirting, but then there was snogging at the undertakers.

Undertakers...

Witnessed by a corpse! And about two thirds of the brits were outraged. I thought it was fun. I mean, it's just a soap opera! It's not real who hard we really want it! The woman in the coffin was very much alive and she was paid for lying there! Nothing to be upset about.

Paul Coker and Ben Mitchell.

What I'm upset about is that Phil Mitchell interrupted the couple earlier this fall and that the guys never got to the point! Phil is really awful and if it weren't for him I am sure that Ben Mitchell and Paul Coker would be an itemn long ago! It's such a shame! After this there has just been som looks and a lot of Phil-Mitchell-and-Kathy-Beale-drama. And who would want to see that when there's Pen to watch! And of course, we have gotten to know Christine and for that weare really thankful. But that is a small confort when we are missing out a lot of snogging between these two cuties. So Eastenders, just get it on with!

Kiss me slowly, Chryed!

Ok, do you like I feel that Eastenders are really really slow right now? Hurry up with Pen! Ben and Paul, that is. Well, in the meantime, please enjoy every kiss there was between Christian Clarke and Syed Masood in the years 2009-2012 in this fanvid:

Oh, I do miss John Partridge and Marc Elliott in Eastenders. Well, Christian shows up every now and then when there's a funeral or a wedding. So please bring your husband some time and please stay for a while! Some gay snogging might infect Pen a bit. I would really like that!

Movember

Ok, I'm back. But barely. I still miss Lalle. This is a great loss for mer. But ok, life has to go on. And I still have hope!

Dolph Lundgren.

What you can see above is Dolph Lundgren as a läderbög, a leather gay that is, in the Swedish show Melodifestivalen. That is what you might think of when you think of gays with a mustache. But I have to tell you, there's not many ut there! At least not many that I have found. Here's my finds:

Emmett J. Scanlan as Brendan Brady.

Of course there's Brendan Brady, the super villain in Hollyoaks. The villain we all love to love because we just can't hate him! I absolutely adore both Brendan and Emmett. But that's old news. Oh I do miss Brendan! And his mustache! Best tash ever!

Murray Bartlett as Dom Basaluzzo.

And here's Dom in Looking. A funny story actually, Murray Bartlett had his mustache grow when he was in Egypt not to look like a tourist and to fit in and he still had it whn he auditioned for Looking and when he got the part they asked him to keep it. An excellent story! Dom is quite boring but at least he is anice guy. With a nice mustache.

John Partridge who played Christian Clarke.

When Jon Partridge came back for Lucy's funeral in 2014 suddenly he had a mustache! I'm not sure if I like it... Mustaches are usually quite creepy. If you have a mustache you should also have a beard! If you're not Brendan Brady that is. Even though I love Emmett with a beard! But at least we can guess that Syed like's the tash. Or at least tolerates it.

Petteri Paavola with a tash.

Ok, this is not really Elias but Pauli, and it's not Salatut Elämät but Satula. but Petteri Paavola has a mustache. He got that from travelling around the world. Perhaps he was in Egypt to?

So, that was all I found. Do you know any more on screen gays with a tash? Pleease tell me!